Bittersweet Memories

So it's happened, it's done. my schooling life is over. I graduated from year 12 just yesterday, it all happened so fast and even though it has hit me, im still somewhat in total disbelief. When i arrived yesterday i did not think i was going to cry, but i walked into school and saw a year 12 2010 banner and i started tear up and then when i saw all my friends and they started signing my shirt, i cried. once we got to assembly i was fine though. until the slide show begun and the kirsty and i cried together then for the end of year song my music group and i performed im yours, the whole year got up and clapped and sung along. i still couldn't believe this was our year, there graduating, it was surreal. it all went so fast and i really am going to miss seeing all my beautiful friends faces everyday. After the assembly i cried like the biggest cry baby ever, i was hugging everyone and telling them all how much i loved them. then everyone came back to mine to chill and hang by the pool after school one last time and i was fine until mum came home and said she had bought me a little something for graduation, a necklace with my name on it. then i cried again! It really is a bittersweet time because your happy that there is no more school and no more assignments and class work and annoying rules, but not seeing your friends on a day to day basis is the sad part and the fear of maybe loosing contact with them, though that's almost impossible these days thanks to phones and facebook but it is just that school is all that we have ever known and now it's time to make life exactly what we want it to be and we still have to rest of our lives ahead of us, out on our own. As much as i dislike school i will never forget the memories spent with all of my amazing friends. you have all made these past 6 years totally awesome :)  

              

Was It Something I Said?

no one loves me as much as I love them
no one cares for me as I care for them
this is why I spend the first nice weather day of spring at home, in a mist of a cloudy slumber
pondering my own thoughts
analysing every decision I have made, and if there has been any right ones
and if the people I drop everything for, are the people who deserve that from me.....

"Food for thought..."

The One That Got Away

Summer after high school when we first met
We make out in your mustang to radiohead
And on my 18th birthday we bought matching tattoos
Used to steal your parent's liquor and climb to the roof
Talk about our future like we had a clue


Never planned that one day i'd be losing you
In another life I would be your girl
We keep all our promises be us against the world
In another life I would make you stay
So I don't have to say you were the one that got away
The one that got away.......    

The Outside

stressed from HSC, pissed of from bitches at school and then coming home to a family that doesn't feel like a family, its a house that has a mum and dad that screams at its eldest child for no reason what so ever. im sick of crying. Im so glad i have a place to go, a place to escape to. your always there for me. your so insanely great. thank you.

The Runaways

Rock chicks = hottest things alive

Want,Love, Need

Raawwwrrrrr

Paramore = love

Rock n Roll Baby Don't you know that, were all alone now, i need something to sing about