No getting over you

whenever it's you and me , everything's so dramatic. We have moments that seems like they have been scripted in a movie. you and me are either perfect or on the brink of insanity, one of the two extremes. i can't date you because we fight like crazy and i can't just be friends with you because of in insane amount of affection and feelings i have towards you that never ever seems to shake off. you drive me absolutely crazy, i don't know what it is. I can't seem to get you out of my head. i thought my feelings were gone but there obviously not. I don't know what I want, I don't know what I want. ah what to do what to do, I guess there's no getting over you....

Cassie :)

"oh..Totally"

"She said, hello mister
Pleased to meet ya
I want to hold her,
I want to kiss her,
She smelled the daisy, 
She smelled of daisy's,
She drive me crazy,
Gonna take her for a ride
on a big jet plane 
Gonna hold you,
Gonna be kissing in my arms "

Easier to Run

Eventually, when I save up enough, I'm going to pack up, get out, grab some friends and a camera, travel everywhere in a kombi van, get drunk,get high, have adventures and just leave this world behind.....

Im watching you..

..watch over me, and iv'e got...the greatest view from here <3

Used and abused

You didn't trust enough, i trusted too much. I'm not perfect, we all screw up, we all make mistakes. i not a sinner but I'm not a saint. I've made mistakes, I've done some stupid things, but it doesn't mean i should have to be punished for them forever. how come the person i have loved more then anyone was the hardest to be with and the messiest ending ever? why must i always fall for someone who is either pathetic or the situation is insanely complicated? why does everything have to be so hard? why must we be criticised for every time we make a mistake or a slip up? no matter how big or small that mistake is? what if you don't even do anything wrong yet people still assume and accuse? why must people do that? why can't people also admit that they are not perfect either?why must we all go through so much pain? why must my heat ache so much? why must i keep getting my heart repeatedly broken? why can't things stay good for a while when they actually do get good?  AM I NOT ALLOWED TO BE HAPPY FOR MORE THEN ONE DAY AT A TIME, must something ALWAYS HAVE TO COME UP! this is why i don't believe in god, and if he exists, he must hate me. life isn't fair, life is fucked.