I was alone, Falling free,
Trying my best not to forget 
What happened to us, 
What happened to me, 
What happened as I let it slip.

I was confused by the powers that be,
Forgetting names and faces.
Passers by were looking at me
As if they could erase it


Baby did you forget to take your meds?
Baby did you forget to take your meds?

I was alone, 
Staring over the ledge,
Trying my best not to forget
All manner of joy 
All manner of glee 
And our one heroic pledge

How it mattered to us,
How it mattered to me, 
And the consequences

I was confused,
By the birds and the bees
Forgetting if I meant it


And the Sex and the drugs and the complications
And the Sex and the drugs and the complications
And the Sex and the drugs and the complications
And the Sex and the drugs and the complications


I was alone,
Falling free,
Trying my best not to forget

Solitude Is Bliss

this weekend was a good one. got an opportunity to take a step back and look at were i am, were I've come from and were im going. a chance to slow down for a bit during such a busy time and think about things ive done........people can call me names and think what they want but guess what

fuck it
im young
you only live once
this is the time of my life
im meant to do stupid things
and learn from my mistakes
do some undignified things
and hopefully ,eventually become a better person later on because of it
so think what you want
judge all you wish
because i frankly dont give a shit

I used to be love drunk, but now im hungover

you always do this, this always happens. you cant admit when you have been a a tad harsh and cant admit that your wrong or not perfect, even with the smallest of things. im always wrong in your eyes. i hate that i still love you (god knows why) and i hate that you still have pull over me, and that i still think you will come and say sorry sooner or later because you never do and i hate how you can still bring me to tears. im not texting you to say anything further, i still have an unpaid $400 phone bill thanks to you and im not going to cry, because to many tears have been shed because of you.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn?

"Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away "

“When we were five, they asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up.
Our things were answers like astronaut, president, or in my case,
princess…
When we were ten, they asked us again. We answered - rock star,
cowboy, or in my case, gold medallist… 
But now that we’ve grown up, they want a more serious answer. 
Well, how about this… Who the hell knows?  
This isn’t a time to make hard and fast decisions. This is the time to make
mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere chill. Fall in love - a
lot. Major in philosophy because there’s no way to make a career out of that.
Change your mind. Then change it again because nothing is permanent. So
make as many mistakes as you can. That way, someday, when they ask again
what we want to be…
We won’t have to guess. We’ll know.”

To cute and pretty to drink

    

   

"i cant explain it, or what i feel inside, when i see your face, i just seem to die. and im melting here tonight, as your gaze meets  mine,and the moonlight shining upon your face, flows so delicately with the slightest of grace. draping through the darkness to embrace this cold dark night... oh what id give, just to hold you near, i dont think youll ever quite know just how much my dear. but there'll forever be a placefor you right here in my heart.. in my heart"..

wow...that's all i have to say i guess

Ava Adore

i don't know what i feel towards anyone anymore.... everything is moving so fast. I don't know what i want, or what to do and it's driving me crazy. i don't want to dive into something again so quickly. i just got out of something messy and defiantly still need time to heal. it still hurts. i also don't know what i feel for that other person. argh life is so confusing, a never ending puzzle.