The L word

Really, you slit your wrist over this guy? And when you told him he didint even belive you? you say you do this in the name of love, love- what the fuck is it even. i dont think ive ever been in love...not really. I have really really really genuinely liked and care for a person but i dont think we can really say love at this age unless its serious, like real serious. I think the word love has just been thrown around to much and we want to be like we see on the silver screens, so we convince ourselves that we are in love. then we look back and go, wtf that wasint love. i dont belive i have said the word love more then i just have in this paragraph either. Then theres the whole thing when the other person says it, and you dont feel it just yet and its like you have to say it. I hate that.


and thank god i have alex to discus this stuff with. pretty sure shes the only other person in the human race that as bad as me when it comes to this stuff and actually understands. someone else who is as shallow as i am and who also has the balls to admit it.


The conversations you have at the late times at night are always the best The thought that goes into these would have to be better than the ones during the day. Especially when their with alex.Msn conversation - alex+zara

Alex
i know
and then you feel worse by the end
cuase all these people know
but really
you didnt get what you wanted
you didnt get the proper reassurance
you got a bunch of people
going hmmm
and hmm isnt going to make anything different

Me
a-fucking-men


peopel ont understand why us two are such good freinds, this is why. understanding. You can get along with a person soo much and have a shitload in commen wth them but if you dont understand each other, theres nothing there.

Juno

"He is the cheese to my macaroni"

As if this isint like, the best movie ever. I allways love watching. Best soundtrack too, the songs in it are so catchy/cute, it deserves a post dedicated to it

You're a part time lover and a full time friend The monkey on you're back is the latest trend I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else But you i kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a train I kiss you all starry eyed, my body's swinging from side to side i don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else But you Here is the church and here is the steeple We sure are cute for two ugly people I don't see what anyone can see, in anyone else But you

Unnecessary

I never asked for your fucking opinion, plus you just dont say that to your friends. how would you like it if i started criticising your ex huh? because i could think of a long list of things that was wrong with him but i actually have a heart and i wouldint say that to you. Sure he may not be your type but whatever you dont need to say that and the whole thing about him becoming a dick YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HIM! get over it you fucking jealous bitch. oh and laura really needs to get over the fact that me and mark dated, like gosh 3 months ago? la de da just because you try to get guys all the time and youve never had anything more then a hug from one DEAL WITH IT. fuck people shit me sometimes, they need to learn when to keep their fucking mouths shut

Impeccable Timing

Mardi Gras

My god, what aaaaaa nighhtt. i couldive have just sat down in the same spot all night and just observed everything happening around me and i would have been highly amused all night. I had an absolute blast and im so going back next year - even though my favourite part of the night was when i got back to kathleens =]. someone in particular just made my night and he knows who he is, you were awesome and seriously just made my ......week! haha

Gay Pride (Y)

Newport Living

"If you lie you dont deserve to have Friends, if you lie you dont deserve to have them". Cute is What we Aim for got it right with this line. I do the right thing and told him what i thought what he deserved to know because i think what your doing is harsh and then you give me shit for it? yeap good one. People need to learn not to make a big deal out of things and the whole pity me trip is getting a little old (you know who you are). Get over it people have stuff 5 times as worse going on in their lives then you but they dont need a pity guilt trip, just deal with it and get on with life.

despite my little vent above this has been a good week. Emily and i established our future plans after HSC last night while watching stomp the yard ( witch we established is our movie =] ). Nice flat in the city sound good? yes i think so. MnM Mcflurry's make me giggle and go high on life (Y)

I love my lazy days of downloading music. i spent the day downloading Razorlight and Pierce the Vail and listening to Cold War Kids and The Fray all day. But i do wish i also had Adobe Photoshop to keep me entertained and to make some more creations like below

Kooks F.T.W

Hump De Bump

There's been a change in the wind my friends. for the past week ive felt so happy even though ive been sick for half of it and i have no idea why, i havint felt this good in a while it's come out of no where though, but where ever it came from i like it :)

also the build up to valentines day this year has been better then usual, im usualy gaging at all the commercial side of it and everything at this stage but it hasint been that bad this year, and i have two valentines - score! haha

ive also mended some old friendships, i think that might be the cause of my random happiness.

and America is in only 58 days! im so pumped it's insane

Dizzy

high school drama is ridiculous, everything is made out to be so much bigger than it actually is. im glad it took action today and calmed everyone down and figured out all the sitiuations i was in. i hate how people in my year go so ga ga over members of the opposite sex, like the never have been exposed to them before, its quite amusing actually but still its so stupid.



people in general are really annoying me atm. they see to be frustrating me really easily, im also currently wanting that i cant have, well not that i cant have but something i probably shouldn't have...