Litte Shadow

This past week ive been feeling a little blank. Only when im surround by people and environments i truly love have i felt sane. Like yesterday lunch when almost everyone in my group as finally at school we where all in a big group, the weather was finally nice, me Kristy and Courtney where lying down staring up at the sky and it was such a funny lunch time i was laughing so much. and also last night when i was dancing with Laura i felt so comfortable as soon as i hit the stage and the music took over and all my thoughts drifted away. I dont know why but it feels like theres something thats missing in my life. i have no idea what it is and why i feel this way when life is pretty good at the moment. Its been frustrating me all week. I feel incomplete and i have no idea why. It hits me most when im alone. I never used to resent being alone i used to enjoy my alone time but now i dont know why it bothers me.....