"Some how everything's gonna fall right into place. " I really hope those words Paramores lead girl Haley Williams sing are true. I just want everything to fall back in to place. i had a good talk with an awesome red haired friend of mine today. she said , maybe the change of all the guys coming in and all the pressure set on us has affected everyone....just broken the old boundaries and bonds that we used to have. and i simply replied with.........................but i liked the old boundaries.....everything made more sense back then. Someone this year has continuously been making up rumours about me, trying to break a friendship with someone who is a completely different circle of friends from me and the majority of them dont like me. i wish people didint do stuff like that.really.I mean its not like im un happy with my life...im soo grateful for the friends who havint change. maybe i needed this to see how lucky i am. i dont know. it may just be positive thinking but it gets me through the night.
but yes like i just said, im not entirely un happy im pretty lucky. Ive still have friends that love me, i have a best friend who is practically my sister and i have an awesome boyfriend and my life is moving forward thats for sure.
but i dont think i prepared myself for so much change. i just want to thank the people that are making me smile through it. i love you all deaply. 
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