Sunday, December 27, 2009

Time to save me from myself

"I'm not in love, i just wanna be touched...i just want your kiss boy" -Kate Nash

That's what i used to be like, we all know i don't mind a few kisses at most parties i go and i like to make the most of being single (not that I'm a full on slut or anything but you get me?) but my faithful blog followers, i have a new years resolution. because of recent events Ive decided to rethink the way i can be sometimes, i know I'm a sexual person but i also just want to be loved, who doesn't? i want to find some one again who really cares about me but because i have been having meaningless fun while doing that i started to realise people must take me less seriously and because of that, see me as more a good time instead of girlfriend/lover material. So here is my new years resolution all, no more spin the bottle, kissing people for the fun of it etc I'm saving it all up for someone who cares. I'm not going to seek out someone to like, I'm not going to even consider dating someone unless they prove they really care about me or doing something romantic for me. i know it's cheesy but i just want to find some one who loves me for me again and be serious with someone, for a long time. I'm very excited about the few upcoming days leading up to new years, its jam packed i cant wait. i hope you all had a merry Christmas, did i mention mine was the best Ive ever had? ill explain in a later post. for now i must go....laters!

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