Ashtray Heart

I want an off switch for my feelings. today was going so well, until it happened i got what i wanted at the time i guess but afterwards i thought stupid me. you kissed me. then i said stop. its crazy what just a kiss can do. that it can make everything cloudy again. it kind of has. i know you can't date me or whatever, but i still have feelings and it seems like you do as well. it's like being in a relationship without actually being in one. it's going be hard to hang with this one and just be '"friends" *sigh* I have ruined the freindship by saying anything, pretty sure i need to learn to keep my mouth shut.