Recently told someone for the first time my real feelings about the other person who was a big part of my life a while back. we ended without a propper ending ."You where all the things i thought i knew, and i thought we could be...it's nice to know that you were there, thanks for acting like you care and making me feel like i was the only one, it's nice to know we had it all, thanks for watching as i fall and letting me know we where done....so much for my happy ending"but none of that matters now I have someone who treats me so well. Thank you meghan for thursdays vent. your the best freind anyone could have and i love our minghag days even when we just chill and do practicly nothing. if you and i ever had a fight and stoped talking i dont know what i would do.
life is good, ive stoped taking things for granted, i dont know how i was ever so stupid to be suicidal in the past. Ive learnt to appriciate and find love and happiness in the smallest of things, im finaly at peace although life is is a never ending roller coaster of ups and downs and everything changes all the time, ive found myself and i have a few amazing people to thank for that, i hope they know who they all are
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