I am dying. I know theres only six months left but I just don't think I'm cut out for this. I want this to be over. so long have i waited for the days of ease of no school. I sometimes question why i came to year 11 and 12. I guess to prove to myself that I can do it. and ive done better then I ever anticipated. i just want to break free of it all, 
but i must admit finishing soon, the thought of it scares me slightly sometimes. I'm trying not to be so eh stuff this. i need some sort of new motivation.
just doing it isn't enough for me. i admire alot of my friends who are so insanely determined and hardworking. they don't know it but they are half the reason ive stuck my head in my books, clamped down on the keyboard to type up assessments and highlight every important key point in the mountains of notes we receive.
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