I Want To Break Free

"Were all gonna die......

...So let's get high"

I could do the things you say I do


I could go behind your back

I could sneak around

Smash your metallica cd and never give it back

I cold be lying every time I spoke to you

I could not mean every single I love you

I could have put no real thought into the gift I gave you

Just to get you of my back

I could just put you in my msn name

Just to give you a sense of security

I could have fooled around with every guy in my year

Just to piss you off

But the thing is I haven’t

But that doesn’t matter does it

You wont believe me anyway

Even if I showed you evidence

But this doesn’t have to be a court case

A constant battle for the truth

Because I fucking love you

And all I ask for in return, is that you love and trust me too

....

"it’s not gonna be easy. It’s gonna be really hard. We’re gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day"
<3

Made My Day

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Brettaisagirl

Cool photographer/ drawer. Current obbsession

My Happy Ending

Party was fabulous, lots of shopping was done and a splendid two week holiday was well spent. Life is good. im so glad i found you.

Recently told someone for the first time my real feelings about the other person who was a big part of my life a while back. we ended without a propper ending ."You where all the things i thought i knew, and i thought we could be...it's nice to know that you were there, thanks for acting like you care and making me feel like i was the only one, it's nice to know we had it all, thanks for watching as i fall and letting me know we where done....so much for my happy ending"but none of that matters now  I have someone who treats me so well. Thank you meghan for thursdays vent. your the best freind anyone could have and i love our minghag days even when we just chill and do practicly nothing. if you and i ever had a fight and stoped talking i dont know what i would do.

life is good, ive stoped taking things for granted, i dont know how i was ever so stupid to be suicidal in the past. Ive learnt to appriciate and find love and happiness in the smallest of things, im finaly at peace although life is is a never ending roller coaster of ups and downs and everything changes all the time, ive found myself and i have a few amazing people to thank for that, i hope they know who they all are

Killing Loneliness

So happy. Evrything is slowly but surely falling into place. Im so excited for satturday my 17th party, i hope everything goes well. only thing that is worrying me at the moment is money and how i kinda really need a propper job, but ill worry about that after HSC i guess :). one person in particular is continuously making me smile. he know who he is.  

 "I wanna wake up where you are, I won't say anything at all ,So why don't you slide "

"He says everything I need to hear

And it’s like I couldn’t ask for anything better.

He opens up my door and
I get into his car and he says
you look beautiful tonight.
And I feel perfectly fine"      These are jsut some lyrics that describe how i feel about you. you drive me crazy and ive never felt this way about someone before, especily not this fast but im deffiantly not complaining :)