yesterday feels like a million years ago. yes it was only yesterday like all of year 11 finally gave those disgusting whore stalker year 9 girls a piece of our minds. it was epic :). yesterday was a good day, i thought id was actually to going to be okay with the fact that hes now gone. i received a bunch of random complements, i got told i was looking really good, that i had the best taste in music and that i was a really cool person in general. i was feeling the love and thinking, I'm going to be fine. but then today was COMPLETELY different. i got two hours sleep last night, my insomnia has become worse since hes left. i got two hours sleep last night so i was exhausted and looked like a pale ghost. this morning while at my bus stop i rembmerd that time he came over and when we were waiting there, its so sad i couldn't help it. i felt like crap all day, and when that nail went into my knee in design and technology and i teared up and went even more pale, well that did not help either, not mention period pain.
although i had a really good conversation with a mate i thought that wasn't a very deep person and did int have much too him, turns out he does....i love late night dnm's
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